Its just one of those days when u feel like u are alone in everything. When u have so many friends, yet they look like acquaitances to you. When you want people to be there. To tell them about your troubles or maybe the lack of it (then why am i feeling this way?) they are there (listening or shld i say pretending to listen) but not there at all.
No matter how much they tell you they care and wld want to help you take ur troubles away, i always remember that they are only human and wld let me down someday. (So knowing this, why should i feel bad when they do?)
It is a wonder that i still trust. I am not naive but then i am soft. Too soft. How can i harden up? i wonder. Really trying hard to do just that. i am failing miserably.
Everything is just getting to me. I am tking a little break from the net. maybe i might come back online tonite. who knows? Hey! my strongest trait has never been staying away from the net.
But one thing i know right now is that i want to be left alone. if i seem unreasonable short and testy, i just pray my friends will understand that i am just being me and i have my mood swings
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