MEASURING MY ANGER

If anger was water, I will be reaching a serious boiling point by now with steam escaping from even the tightest lid. I cannot put a cap on it.This emotion I feel, its not foreign but I hardly let it take over me but today it did. Its something I have bottled up for too long. People saying whatever to me and me smiling and saying "God forgive you" people acting all weird around me and me saying "Oh that is just how he/she behaves. I am used to it" taking rubbish, nonsense at best, but today, I reached my boiling point. I am steaming, boiling, seething.... All bcos of a little nonsense.I have been displaying my anger, screaming my rage, not caring who gets on my angry page. I know I am just ranting here, but somehow it is helping me with my anger. Writing this I mean. It is helping me latch on to a little control... But the words are running out too fast...